It's me. It's not you.

I miss you, so much! Sometimes, i just can't explain to my self. Do i really love you? I always want you to always there for me, just for me! I don't care if you say to me you don't have much or even just enough time for me.
It's true. Am i belong to you? You said, yes, you are. How could you ask me that silly question?
Then, i answer him. Sadly and he didn't see it.
'coz i'm not your Girl. And it should be not happen'
He was speechless.
I know. I know. I want to hug you, to relax you that it is just a joke. But, i can't.
Though you always said to me, you are my Girl, and i do believe in my heart so deeply that someday you'll gonna be wife. Forever. And i'll be the luckiest man on the earth for having such a woman like you'

I never give you something. I never care about you.

Trully, i don't want it to be like this. It's not you, it's me..
I'm sorry .
I miss you.